星星

静静地看着天空,虽然不是很多很多星星..就在这一刻让我想了很多回忆,全部就好像一场梦很快就醒来. 如果可以选择我希望永远都是梦因为梦一醒就留下的只有眼泪
老实说我真的无法忘记,没当我闭上眼睛我就想到你婷..看着星星的我写着blog现在心情的我竟然流眼泪
我感觉不到前面的路,很黑很黑很黑..我很怕继续走,我一直都在退后不敢走过去
越退就越觉得路越来越长很难走,我很累很想放弃.宝贝有你一直陪我走我不觉得怕.但是一件事我真得无法忘记你知道我想什么的..
很想一边看星星一边喝酒
虽然我哭过有怎样??喊过又怎样??
现在全部都在脑海里就好像一片一片的记忆飘来飘去
来着2/5 就是我表弟去世的日子,那些哭的声音直到现在无法能忘记到..
小时候一起玩直到我们长大依然保持联络,没想到一场意外就拿了你的生命
你既然要离开我们,为什么??
前几天我梦到你,表弟!表姐很想你 =(

很辛苦！！

今天一起来全身就很痛而且开始发烧了伤风
应该昨天晚睡玩水玩到生病了
倒霉啊！我的pendrive又坏了那天又买多一个新的
刚才和妈妈聊天特别热情
妈妈突然问我有打算要回去英国么
脑海里已经有了答案
很坚持做了一个决定直接说我不再回去
就算要回去都是要拿回我的东西然后就回来了已没有再打算还要过去
刚刚驾车突然又想起婷你
虽然你的离去我真的无法忘记，老实说当你走了那天有想过陪你一起
生活上已经觉得很累很累无法站起来
我也不能那么自私就这样离开这个世界啊
我还有一个很重要的人跟我一起度过人生路
忘记一个人真的好难比相识更难
今天特别没什么心情加上又生病蛮辛苦下
但是我不累有多累我都能顶得住
人生真的没几多十年，要吃什么做什么就要那机会去做
不然到时候只留下遗憾
现在很想去海边吹吹风静静下想想东西 =)

A lovely Night ^^

Here's to never forgetting.

Here's to being young and never wanting to grow up.

Here's to those that just need someone to sleep next to.

Here's to change, both good and bad.

Here's to missing people you care about.

Here's to moving on.

Here's to feeling infinite.

Here's to all the wishes, hoping one day they'll come true.

Here's to remembering old friends.

Here's to all the words we never said, and the ones we choke on.

Here's to holding your breath in that one perfect moment.

Here's to the ones who were on top of the world but fell off.

Here's to every tear you've wasted on people who cared.

Here's to trying too hard to be perfect.

Here's to the nights spent living for the moment.

Here's to speaking the most honest words you've ever spoken.

Here's to not knowing, and not wanting to know.

Here's to those who wonder where love starts.

Here's to serendipity... even if it doesn't last.

Here's to the girls who fall too fast... and know it.

Here's to the songs that make you feel like nothing hurts.

Here's to everyone who has ever cried themselves to sleep.

Here's to those nights where you just can't sleep.

Here's to every word they said to you replaying, over and over.

Here's to leaping before you look.



Honey there is nothing special about this bloggy <3
Just got that feel to write few words so I had wrote down on it
Good Night Baby ..
MmmMmmuackssss *0*

朋友！我很想你！

本来打算我不要些在blog里面
因为你看不到我在写什么！
但是我很想告诉你婷
你永远永远都是我的好姐妹好朋友^^
你的离世让我觉得很惊讶也很突然
我知道你没那么傻将做的
从你离开那一天到现在。。你报梦给我
我抱着你很紧很紧，你告诉我你介绍朋友给我认识你要走了
你要走去哪里？？？？我不要认识什么朋友！！
婷你知道我每一晚上当我睡觉前我有想回我们的回忆嘛？
我们的片段不停的在我脑海里转来转去
你在天堂好嘛？我打算去你家看看你家人妈妈。。
天堂有爸爸和你在一起一定开心吧=)
知道你怕孤独。。你可以随时进到我梦里我能和你聊天
本来想介绍你我新男友给你认识他叫明=)
但是已经没有这个机会了
当我不开心是因为你的离世，他就在一直陪伴我安慰我
他真的一个很好的男人，虽然小我4年但是我不介意
今天我看到你干姐姐哦。。我们聊聊突然提到你
我们的表情突然变了。。
很怀念我们去clubbing的日子
就算现在我去到clubbing都还是觉得没有你的声音觉得静静
开始很少去那些地方了
不写了。。再写的话给人看到我流眼泪就不好><

My love poem to baby~

It's so easy to love someone
when a relationship is just beginning
because both people are always
looking their best, saying their best
acting their best.
But those days have come
and gone for us
and you still love me
You've seen me at my absolute worst
both physically and emotionally
and loved me in spite of it.
You've been supportive
when I've left good
about everything in my life
and even more so
where my self-esteem was low
You're been at my side
when I've left proud and strong
and you're held me close and listened
when I needed to be taken care of.

**The poem it means what my heart say it on you**

Your lover~~darling <3

Muacksss~eternity love =)

.....

today 7.50am+ ald wake up ..wht happen on me @_@
honestly im very very very blur and sleepy nw
jz now drive also nt dare drive fast ><
ytd u was hiding something and today also the same????
or today as u said jz nw u nothing??sorry i cant to dont mind it
im so mind every words u saying..
argggg!!!!!gosh..zzzz
hou lan ngan fan ar mahai zzzzzzzz
last night im crazy jor @_@!!
from cheras driving to rawang =.= return also need 2hours+ ..
sot lan jor 凸 ...
go rawang doing ntg den go 7-11 buy nescafe den back again ..huh?!!
reached home more gg..cant sleep wtf?!!!!!
so lan suffer ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
be nightmare soon =___=
today's weather so cloud wanna rain ler..^^
weather are slowly slowly to changed from cloud become shine..
but we relation are jz like a fluorescent lamp ..
want dark just dark want light just light :(
i wish i was a stupid stubborn person..dont want to knw dont want to hear :(
waliao when only reach 5pm??????????????
i realize today time pass so slow ..aduhai =_=
today drink jor 2 nescafe again....serious speaking im nt much like drink nescafe/kopi !
because im really so sleepy..even nescafe also nt work ><""

working time ler...tata~~~~


*love you*

canot sleep :(

很久没来这里写写东西了
今晚我睡不着哦..做么的??
是不是他态度突然变了??
两个人一起不是应该坦白么?
有什么隐瞒呢??隐瞒算什么关系??
你能告诉我么??
不懂做么你一直很多疑问
如果告诉你我没有男生朋友你都不信吧..
所以我从来没骗过你..我就是有男生朋友
难道交朋友也有错??
今晚你没打电话给我..我就已经知道天气突然变了
变到冷冷..痛痛感觉..
为什么全部要你自己受??难道我不能帮你分担?
在你心里我算什么地位?
就是不喜欢当你有很多疑问关于我而你自己就选择在一个人烦一个人受苦!!
我知道每一句话"我爱你"真的代表不到什么
希望你能感应到我真的爱你
今晚不想睡觉..很想驾车出去走走..
不懂做么鬼我的眼泪流下..
不写了..出去了..我没带电话出去哦^^
宝贝晚安
么么~~