Im sorry~

Recently many unhappy things happened ..
People are so greedy this is truth..well included me as well >,<
I'm still remember my grandma say if a person too greedy finally we wont get back the double things,we just only lost all of them ..
Started from march I realize many unhappy things and many many problem are coming through from me =(
Yesterday 07/03/2010 this date I've tears a lot because i have to release out..
Everyone have their problem,but mine problem are a lots ..yes I know maybe many person are more trouble then me ..or should can say I'm the luck those are not so many trouble on it? @.@
"女人之苦" this words really truth?Or I think I'm not come to this stage yet ^^
People say unhappy will fast pass or fast recover once after the another day..should I can say recover??
Although I looks very adhere to, but my heart is very fragile easy to tear :(
Tomorrow is a deadline confirmation regarding Australia Modeling for Chanel Company's..
So Should I go or stay here :( Earlier I have make decide wont go Australia, but I should think properly again before i decide ^^
I was wailing to you, and went so far away I'm afraid I will miss you everyday T_T
Should I how !!!!! (May hope tomorrow i had a nice decide on it ^_^)
I'm so greedy I wish If i could go there be with u and working there too..but I think impossible
My mum always told me,everything is possible if u think u can..if a person heart thinking he cant so the life no matter in what situation also is impossible ..yea mami this words so useful to me.
Unfortunately , my "boom boom" have to move back Edinburgh, Scotland =(
I wish he could stay with me ever and ever, but he will leave me in a day..
I miss to play with him , I miss he licking my neck playing with me.. T_____T
Will it gt miracle in someone days??I hope It really gt MIRACLE ..do you believe miracle???
Hope my bro will change his mind wont take back him..=(
MIRACLE `````MIRACLE `````MIRACLE```` :P
OMGGGGGGGGG~~
Awww~~It's seem too late now @.@!!!!
I should shut down my light my mini lappy and be a fat pig yea..TEEHEE`````


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